Every day I feel like I'm embarking on a journey
to whom I don't know.
My life has never been simple nor
It is as if I'm living it in bits and pieces
just like in a dream
or rather dreams that spread through the nights
like dark angels
observing my vain battle for wholeness.
I know what I'm missing but
I don't know where to find it.
My thoughts come in fragments
they stop me from seeing the full picture
and then they don't come at all
and for a moment I feel a breath of happiness.
Am I cursed?
I've asked myself this question many times
but I don't believe in curses;
besides my life is no better and no worse
from the lives of those around me.
The only difference is that they don't live
in their heads.
So, what is it that I'm looking for?
I guess that would be a new path a
way out of my own being
Will I ever find it?
Will it lead me to a redemption that
I hardly need?
I know not but the journey needs to carry on
so that hope will remain undead in
a soul that aches for change.
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